Friday, December 13, 2013

Set My Feet in a Broad Place

A broad place……another way of saying margin. Set my feet in a place where I have enough room for You, O God. Help me walk a broad path.

I am planning to take my sabbatical next year, in 2014. Next September I will have been your rector for 4 years, and your priest for almost 7 years. And while serving as your priest has been, and continues to be, a wondrous privilege beyond words, it is also a full time, round the clock, 24/7 endeavor that allows very little time for rest and renewal and reflection. And so I am in dire need of some…sabbath time.

The word sabbatical comes from the Greek, meaning "of the sabbath." A sabbatical is intended as a time of rest; a time to refresh our energy; a time to re-member our best selves and renew our approach to the work we love. And so after six years of glorious ministry in this parish  I am thinking that it is time for me to take a rest, in accordance with God's own example of resting on the seventh day. A critical part of the creative process, according to our own Creator, includes a period of rest.

And so I am planning to follow God's good lead and plan my sabbatical for next fall. And I invite you to do the same. In this season of Advent when we are intentionally minding our margin, making space for God, I invite you to join me in planning a time of refreshment and rejuvenation in your own life. I invite each of you to think about taking your own sabbatical next year; to take a month or two or three three off from something that you love to do, but is weighing heavily on your….energy; something that is near and dear to your heart, but that could use a bit of time off, a bit of space for regeneration; something that no longer feels like the broad place that it once may have been.

Whatever it is, I invite you to put it down for a bit of time. Allow yourself some space to renew your interest and your energy. Allow yourself some space to renew your creativity. Whether it is something that you do at church, or in your vocation, or in your family life, or in your community life, or a hobby, or an element of your lifestyle; whether it is a sabbatical from a position of leadership, or a commitment to an organization or an ongoing activity; whether it is a habit of  staying up too late, or cleaning the house, or doing laundry, or whatever it is that seems that it is burning you out and weighing you down. I invite you to join me in a period of rest. Put your holy work down for a period of time.

The world will not come to an end if we take a break. Either someone else will pick up the work, or it will go undone. But, when we return to our post after having rested, we will be re-energized for our sacred work. Our feet and our hearts will have been transplanted to a broader and more open space where there is room to move and to grow and to think more creatively, and with more integrity.

The sabbath is God's own example of rest, grounded in our story of creation, in Genesis, from the beginning. And it is reiterated in the book of Exodus in the recitation of the ten commandments. Number five is: remember the sabbath and keep it holy. And so a sabbatical is a healthy, more-than-recommended constituent of our spiritual well being. One could even go so far as to say it is a spiritual practice mandated by God.

So today I invite us to think  a bit radically. To hold in prayer the work from which we might like to take a sabbatical in order to renew our deepest sources of energy; to think about the places where we need a rest, where we need a break, where we need some down time. Even if it is hard to imagine, or difficult to even consider, I am guessing that we each and all have at least one place in our ministries that might benefit from a sabbatical;
where we can best serve and honor God by taking time to make space for God's good gifts and God's divine inspiration of and through us. 

And so as the last line of today's psalm instructs: Be strong, and let your heart take courage, all you who wait for the LORD. I think a sabbatical would be a great place to begin that sacred wait. So today's question of the spirit is: What will be the object of your sabbatical, in service to God's broad place?

Psalm 31

א  לַמְנַצֵּחַ, מִזְמוֹר לְדָוִד.1 For the Leader. A Psalm of David.
ב  בְּךָ-יְהוָה חָסִיתִי, אַל-אֵבוֹשָׁה לְעוֹלָם;    בְּצִדְקָתְךָ פַלְּטֵנִי.2 In You, O LORD, have I taken refuge; let me never be ashamed; deliver me in Your righteousness.
ג  הַטֵּה אֵלַי, אָזְנְךָ--    מְהֵרָה הַצִּילֵנִי:
הֱיֵה לִי, לְצוּר-מָעוֹז--לְבֵית מְצוּדוֹת;    לְהוֹשִׁיעֵנִי.
3 Incline Your ear to me, deliver me speedily;
be a rock of refuge for me, even a fortress of defence, to save me.
ד  כִּי-סַלְעִי וּמְצוּדָתִי אָתָּה;    וּלְמַעַן שִׁמְךָ, תַּנְחֵנִי וּתְנַהֲלֵנִי.4 For You are my rock and my fortress; therefore for Your name's sake lead me and guide me.
ה  תּוֹצִיאֵנִי--מֵרֶשֶׁת זוּ, טָמְנוּ לִי:    כִּי-אַתָּה, מָעוּזִּי.5 Bring me forth out of the net that they have hidden for me; for You are my stronghold.
ו  בְּיָדְךָ, אַפְקִיד רוּחִי:    פָּדִיתָ אוֹתִי יְהוָה--אֵל אֱמֶת.6 Into Your hand I commit my spirit; You have redeemed me, O LORD, You God of truth.
ז  שָׂנֵאתִי, הַשֹּׁמְרִים הַבְלֵי-שָׁוְא;    וַאֲנִי, אֶל-יְהוָה בָּטָחְתִּי.7 I hate those who regard lying vanities; but I trust in the LORD.
ח  אָגִילָה וְאֶשְׂמְחָה,    בְּחַסְדֶּךָ:
אֲשֶׁר רָאִיתָ, אֶת-עָנְיִי;    יָדַעְתָּ, בְּצָרוֹת נַפְשִׁי.
8 I will be glad and rejoice in Your loving kindness;
for You have seen my affliction, You have taken to heart the troubles of my soul,
ט  וְלֹא הִסְגַּרְתַּנִי, בְּיַד-אוֹיֵב;    הֶעֱמַדְתָּ בַמֶּרְחָב רַגְלָי.9 And You have not given me over into the hand of the enemy; You have set my feet in a broad place.
י  חָנֵּנִי יְהוָה,    כִּי צַר-לִי:
עָשְׁשָׁה בְכַעַס עֵינִי;    נַפְשִׁי וּבִטְנִי.
10 Be gracious to me, O LORD, for I am in distress;
my eye wastes away with vexation, yes my soul and my body.
יא  כִּי כָלוּ בְיָגוֹן, חַיַּי--    וּשְׁנוֹתַי בַּאֲנָחָה:
כָּשַׁל בַּעֲו‍ֹנִי כֹחִי;    וַעֲצָמַי עָשֵׁשׁוּ.
11 For my life is spent in sorrow, and my years in sighing;
my strength fails because of my iniquity, and my bones are wasted away.
יב  מִכָּל-צֹרְרַי הָיִיתִי חֶרְפָּה, וְלִשְׁכֵנַי מְאֹד--    וּפַחַד לִמְיֻדָּעָי:
רֹאַי בַּחוּץ--    נָדְדוּ מִמֶּנִּי.
12 Because of all my adversaries I reproach, yes, to my neighbours exceedingly, and a dread to my acquaintance; those who see me without fleeing from me.
יג  נִשְׁכַּחְתִּי, כְּמֵת מִלֵּב;    הָיִיתִי, כִּכְלִי אֹבֵד.13 I am forgotten asdead out of mind; I am like a useless vessel.
יד  כִּי שָׁמַעְתִּי, דִּבַּת רַבִּים--    מָגוֹר מִסָּבִיב:
בְּהִוָּסְדָם יַחַד עָלַי;    לָקַחַת נַפְשִׁי זָמָמוּ.
14 For I have heard the whispering of many, terror on every side;
while they took counsel together against me, they devised to take away my life.
טו  וַאֲנִי, עָלֶיךָ בָטַחְתִּי יְהוָה;    אָמַרְתִּי, אֱלֹהַי אָתָּה.15 But as for me, I have trusted in You, O LORD; I have said: 'You are my God.'
טז  בְּיָדְךָ עִתֹּתָי;    הַצִּילֵנִי מִיַּד-אוֹיְבַי, וּמֵרֹדְפָי.16 My times are in Your hand; deliver me from the hand of my enemies, and from they who persecute me.
יז  הָאִירָה פָנֶיךָ, עַל-עַבְדֶּךָ;    הוֹשִׁיעֵנִי בְחַסְדֶּךָ.17 Make Your face to shine upon Your servant; save me in Your loving kindness.
יח  יְהוָה--אַל-אֵבוֹשָׁה, כִּי קְרָאתִיךָ;    יֵבֹשׁוּ רְשָׁעִים, יִדְּמוּ לִשְׁאוֹל.18 O LORD, let me not be ashamed, for I have called upon You; let the wicked be ashamed, let them be put to silence in the nether-world.
יט  תֵּאָלַמְנָה, שִׂפְתֵי-שָׁקֶר:    הַדֹּבְרוֹת עַל-צַדִּיק עָתָק--בְּגַאֲוָה וָבוּז.19 Let the lying lips be dumb, which speak arrogantly against the righteous, with pride and contempt.
כ  מָה רַב-טוּבְךָ,    אֲשֶׁר-צָפַנְתָּ לִּירֵאֶיךָ:
פָּעַלְתָּ, לַחֹסִים בָּךְ;    נֶגֶד, בְּנֵי אָדָם.
20 Oh how abundant is Your goodness, which You have laid up for them that fear You;
which You have wrought for them that take their refuge in You, in the sight of the sons of humanity!
כא  תַּסְתִּירֵם, בְּסֵתֶר פָּנֶיךָ--    מֵרֻכְסֵי-אִישׁ:
תִּצְפְּנֵם בְּסֻכָּה;    מֵרִיב לְשֹׁנוֹת.
21 You hide them in the covert of Your presence from the plottings of earthlings;
You conceal them in a pavilion from the strife of tongues.
כב  בָּרוּךְ יְהוָה:    כִּי הִפְלִיא חַסְדּוֹ לִי, בְּעִיר מָצוֹר.22 Blessed be the LORD; for Yahweh has shown me wondrous loving kindness in an entrenched city.
כג  וַאֲנִי, אָמַרְתִּי בְחָפְזִי--    נִגְרַזְתִּי, מִנֶּגֶד עֵינֶיךָ:
אָכֵן--שָׁמַעְתָּ, קוֹל תַּחֲנוּנַי;    בְּשַׁוְּעִי אֵלֶיךָ.
23 As for me, I said in my haste: 'I am cut off from before Your eyes';
nevertheless You heard the voice of my supplications when I cried unto You.
כד  אֶהֱבוּ אֶת-יְהוָה,    כָּל-חֲסִידָיו:
אֱמוּנִים, נֹצֵר יְהוָה;    וּמְשַׁלֵּם עַל-יֶתֶר, עֹשֵׂה גַאֲוָה.
24 O love the LORD, all you godly ones; the LORD preserves the faithful, and plentifully repays those who act haughtily.
כה  חִזְקוּ, וְיַאֲמֵץ לְבַבְכֶם--    כָּל-הַמְיַחֲלִים, לַיהוָה.25 Be strong, and let your heart take courage, all you who wait for the LORD.

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